Damn I miss it....

Almost 3 weeks ago, school started again.

Two weeks ago I started working at a ... ugh, job.

yesterday was the first day I had logged in the game since the 14th.

I can only imagine this is how people who try to quit smoking feel.

Now, it's not that I didn't want to play... I wanted to but I ether didn't have the time or didn't feel/have the energy to play for extended periods of time.

The only reason I got on was to start raising a chocobo x.x

Any free time I've had is ether spent sleeping or actually watching TV.

this is the longest I've gone from the game since the start of last December. I had to cancel my account for two months due to lack of funds, when I got my Christmas money early, I opened it back up and dove into the world. It felt like I was alive.

I have logged on at least once a day, taking maybe 3-day breaks at the most. if I crafted, leveled, quested, or something, I was content. Now... I feel empty....

Pray for not just me, but my digital counterpart. The Mithra in the RDM pimp hat!


It was true I was going to take a break of RDM... but not like this...

......Is anyone even reading this?